I remember a time, not too long ago when all my day's would only start in one shade of black. When all the thoughts that dragged through my head seem to wash away the sun. (Strung Out, "Better Days")
I implore you to seek hormone therapy, or to go on anti-depression meds--whatever it is you need to bring your mood back from the abyss you (and the rest of us) are residing in. Please, please find a way to be your happy, warm, sunshiny self again. I miss you :(
Love,
Illy
